Wednesday, July 6, 2016

【Life Update】


First, let me apologise for being absent for a looong time. In this post i will write some updates in my life what am i doing this 4 months. OMG! it passed 4 months?! Really how it could be?

Yeah time flies for sure! 

Now i am in Starbucks listening to Jazz music (btw, i <3 jazz) , drinking Coffee Frappuccino (my favourite of Summer, how about you?) and writing my life to my internet friends (hope there is one). 

Well, this 4 months definitely had uP and Down moments as always. 
Luckily, up moments are lot more than down moments. Okay, let me summarise these moments month by month. 

March 
It was very busy month. Graduation, birthday, work of volunteering project, my parents visit etc... I remember holding the certificate of my bachelor degree was so relieving and happy, but at the same time, i got feeling of worry. I studied almost 6 years (3years of college + 2years of university + 1year of language school) to get that certificate. That's why i'm happy. On the other hand, I didn't satisfied with the result of my work and it gives me thought about am i really okay with this skills? or can i really achieve my dream? 
But this question was temporarily dispersed because of other works i had to do... And this work is real fun!

April 
April was very productive and active month for sure. I was get up and go to school, doing volunteer work almost all day ( it was lot of calls and conversation, discussion ). During my off day, i traveled with my lovely one, spent quality times together. During her stay, we lost our way when we travel, we laughed, we had fight we cried, again we laughed. I miss this person so much. I could have done for you so much more. But i tried my best and i hope she have a same thought of me. 
We went flower garden, water park, beach, shopping, tower, museum, hot spring... etc

May
This month, it gives me so much headache.. haha.. The thing that i put into so much heart and soul, suddenly turns out nothing and the team i love the most made me so little and it wasn't worth. I keep thinking what did i wrong.  Maybe, it was because of temper. 
One lesson, during this work was "hard works pays off" are not always true!
But yeah, i learnt a lot of things through working with so many good people. Importance of listening to people and discussing with people and caring people truly.

June 
Wow, this month i went USA for the first time. You know what? I can't believe even now, it was especially LA, California. I love youtube so much, the videos i watched has influenced a lot of my vision and the way i see the world now. Because of youtube, i become more into fashion, recording videos, editing, help me express myself more and i even get a vision of my future family i hope!
Also when i get down or when i need motivation for sth to do, there are people who had same struglle and talk their way to get out of it. It definitely helped me a lot. I got so much motivation from some of favourite youtubers. So so sooooo, what i am trying to say is almost all that creators & youtubers live in LA! I dreamed to go there so much!!! To meet them or at least i want to feel the vibe living there! 
Then finally, i had a chance to go there for almost free! can you believe it? When i heard that the destination is California, i couldn't help resisting my happiness. 
How? maybe, this is your question, right? I got a scholarship from company with perfect vision. (I really admire that vision. It is so crazy that it matches mine too! ) That company hold a seminar in 
US and spending so much money, bringing all the second year employee for educating them, i and 29 other fellow scholarship students was lucky enough to participate that seminar!
It was so much fun. There are 33 teams including the employee team. My team was such a golden team i have to say! The mission was we have to investigate the price and stock of one thing that we use everyday like coffee machine or towel while we shopping. Then we compared Usa and Japan, 
discussed what we have noticed, and presented and suggested the idea we have had.
The result was we won the FIRST place of scholarship team and 5th place of all 33teams.
It was so surreal after doing so much work we done. I was a leader of our team. From the first day i knew that i am leader of team, i decided to do my best to win or at least want to give them a feeling of "i am lucky to be in this team". Yes, we worked so well it feels like all we did shows off the result!
I learnt lot of our members too. Especially, official language skill i have to work for the future also wanted to learn Chinese for sure!

That's my recap for past 4 months :)

See ya later! Have a great day until the next day!

Monday, February 29, 2016

The Leap Year


Today is the Leap year and my only post of February.

But anyway, isn't it cute? Soo... :))


Gif photo source: google.com

Friday, January 29, 2016

I have 1 good and 1 bad news



Which one do you want to hear first?

Well, i want to begin with the good one. Super excited to tell this. Are you ready? hehe...sooooooo, 
I got a scholarship that i wanted. For me, it was a big deal. As you know, tuition fee is kind of big problem for me. Of course, if i hadn't got the scholarship, i wouldn't have dropped out the school but i would have definitely done a part-time job like everyday and somehow would have figured out my tuition fee. But, lucky enough i got the scholarship, this will really help me to concentrate on my study from next semester. Not only study, but it will help me do projects of my wishlists. I want to make an app and apply it on app store (this year's resolution though), also want to upgrade the website and do more projects. Let's go back to talk about moment i read the acceptance e-mail. I was so so happy and  couldn't thankful enough people who helped me to get this scholarship. I mean, i as a one person couldn't have done anything. So many friends and people gave me an advice and cheered for me and wished me a luck. Still, i feel so lucky and so thankful. Some of my friends didn't get this scholarship, kind of sad but i believe they will find other one cuz' they have that potential in them. 

Okay, let's get right into the bad news. I got bad news from T uni. I am super disappointed myself as a person and i think that i was try to change myself to better. But now i doubt myself that am i really try or is it hard enough. Yes, when you know that your skill is not better than you think, it is so devastating or disappointing moment. It makes me think that am i wish too much than i actually can do or am i okay or live happily with short of skills. Am i wish too much or am i this little? should i accept the truth and feel less pain, or still fight for the chances? Oh boy, I don't know. I wish I could restart the uni life. So much things and opportunity, i just passed. I realised that i missed so much time and chances. One thing i did wrong was i did not have the PURPOSE or PASSION to pursue. That made so much mystery in my life. I was fool, young and spoiled maybe. If i could go 2 years ago, i would tell myself that "be ambitious". That is the one thing i lost through years, or i didn't have at all. Either way, i would tell myself. But sadly, time won't come back. The best thing i can do or we can do this is stay in present do things. Think this way that i may have to pursue my dream, i may take an exam again entry in August and enter in October. Or will give everything next week and get a acceptance from D uni. Maybe i have to take an action more seriously, wish me a good luck!

Stay tune for the updates! :)

That's it. My one very good and one very bad news.

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Friday, January 8, 2016

【WELCOME 2016;】



Шинэ он гарлаа. Хуучин он маань улиран үлдлээ. 
Цоо шинэхэн амжилт аз дагуулсан 2016 он минь тавтай морил!

Блогтоо 2015оноо дүгнээд 2016 оныхоо зорилтыг тавья :)

2015он бол миний хувьд амьдралдаа их чухал шийдвэрээ гаргасан, зорилго хүсэлээ яв цав тодорхойлсон он боллоо. Анх удаа өөрийгөө 100% сонсож, өөрийгөө олсон, өөртөө үнэнч байсан он боллоо. Өнгөрсөн жилийг тодорхойлох ганцхан үгийг сонго гэвэл миний хувьд "Хариуцлага" гэдэг үг яг тохирох байх. 

Яагаад вэ? гэвэл 

1. Гэрийнхнээ авч явах хариуцлага нуруун дээр ирсэн. Би айлын ганц хүүхэд л дээ. Aaв, ээж маань 2лаа тэтгэвэрт гарлаа энэ жил. Одоо би тэр 2-ийнхоо ачыг хариулах цаг болчихоод байна.
2. Цаашдаа амьдралаа ямар болгомоор байгаагаа төлөвлөх түүнийхээ төлөө зүтгэх хариуцлага ирсэн. Төгсөх ангийн сурагч. Одоо урсгалаараа биш өөртөө тавьсан зорилгодоо хүрэх цаг ирсэн
3. Ажил дааж, үр дүн гаргах хариуцлага ирсэн. Хүмүүстэй хамтарч ажиллах үед ажилд хариуцлагатай хандах, тэр нь дагаад итгэлцлийг бий болгодогыг мэдэрлээ. Хийнэ гэсэн бол хийдэг, чадвал чадна чадахгүй бол чадахгүй гээд хэлчихдэг л байх ёстой юм байна лээ.

2016 ондоо бол одоогоор цаасан дээр буулгасан байгаа 10 орчим жижиг том зорилгуудаа бүгдэнг нь нэг нэгээр нь KILL хийнэ дээ. Энэ жил бол юу ч үгүй би толгойндоо дүүрэн мэдлэгтэй, хийсэн юмтай ирэх 2017оноо инээгээд бахдалтайгаар угтахын төлөө суух завгүй хөдөлмөрлөнө өө! 

3P = Passion + Perseverence + Persistence! 
Let's do it! Go go go!