【Life Update】

First, let me apologise for being absent for a looong time. In this post i will write some updates in my life what am i doing this 4 months. OMG! it passed 4 months?! Really how it could be?

Yeah time flies for sure! 

Now i am in Starbucks listening to Jazz music (btw, i <3 jazz) , drinking Coffee Frappuccino (my favourite of Summer, how about you?) and writing my life to my internet friends (hope there is one). 

Well, this 4 months definitely had uP and Down moments as always. 

Luckily, up moments are lot more than down moments. Okay, let me summarise these moments month by month. 

March 

It was very busy month. Graduation, birthday, work of volunteering project, my parents visit etc... I remember holding the certificate of my bachelor degree was so relieving and happy, but at the same time, i got feeling of worry. I studied almost 6 years (3years of college + 2years of university + 1year of language school) to get that certificate. That's why i'm happy. On the other hand, I didn't satisfied with the result of my work and it gives me thought about am i really okay with this skills? or can i really achieve my dream? 

But this question was temporarily dispersed because of other works i had to do... And this work is real fun!

April 

April was very productive and active month for sure. I was get up and go to school, doing volunteer work almost all day ( it was lot of calls and conversation, discussion ). During my off day, i traveled with my lovely one, spent quality times together. During her stay, we lost our way when we travel, we laughed, we had fight we cried, again we laughed. I miss this person so much. I could have done for you so much more. But i tried my best and i hope she have a same thought of me. 

We went flower garden, water park, beach, shopping, tower, museum, hot spring... etc

May

This month, it gives me so much headache.. haha.. The thing that i put into so much heart and soul, suddenly turns out nothing and the team i love the most made me so little and it wasn't worth. I keep thinking what did i wrong.  Maybe, it was because of temper. 

One lesson, during this work was "hard works pays off" are not always true!

But yeah, i learnt a lot of things through working with so many good people. Importance of listening to people and discussing with people and caring people truly.

June 

Wow, this month i went USA for the first time. You know what? I can't believe even now, it was especially LA, California. I love youtube so much, the videos i watched has influenced a lot of my vision and the way i see the world now. Because of youtube, i become more into fashion, recording videos, editing, help me express myself more and i even get a vision of my future family i hope!

Also when i get down or when i need motivation for sth to do, there are people who had same struglle and talk their way to get out of it. It definitely helped me a lot. I got so much motivation from some of favourite youtubers. So so sooooo, what i am trying to say is almost all that creators & youtubers live in LA! I dreamed to go there so much!!! To meet them or at least i want to feel the vibe living there! 

Then finally, i had a chance to go there for almost free! can you believe it? When i heard that the destination is California, i couldn't help resisting my happiness. 

How? maybe, this is your question, right? I got a scholarship from company with perfect vision. (I really admire that vision. It is so crazy that it matches mine too! ) That company hold a seminar in 

US and spending so much money, bringing all the second year employee for educating them, i and 29 other fellow scholarship students was lucky enough to participate that seminar!

It was so much fun. There are 33 teams including the employee team. My team was such a golden team i have to say! The mission was we have to investigate the price and stock of one thing that we use everyday like coffee machine or towel while we shopping. Then we compared Usa and Japan, 

discussed what we have noticed, and presented and suggested the idea we have had.

The result was we won the FIRST place of scholarship team and 5th place of all 33teams.

It was so surreal after doing so much work we done. I was a leader of our team. From the first day i knew that i am leader of team, i decided to do my best to win or at least want to give them a feeling of "i am lucky to be in this team". Yes, we worked so well it feels like all we did shows off the result!

I learnt lot of our members too. Especially, official language skill i have to work for the future also wanted to learn Chinese for sure!

That's my recap for past 4 months :)

See ya later! Have a great day until the next day!