I feel ambitious!!!

I need to log this feeling down on this blog so that I can remember like forever as long as Blogspot.com is alive (hehe)

So, as in the title, I feel more than ever ambitious now.
I felt more subtle snd adult way of ambitious I guess this explanation fit more.
So, Why?

2 reasons.
1. Competition - I want more competent field, more fun and more adventure.
2. Money - That goal of freelancing and travelling and everything, I maybe missing that money part like mindset was money was not prior thing. Maybe now I am thinking maybe at least in the long run I can become freelancing and etc. but for now lets focus on more certificate more tasks, more problem solving mess which is fun :)

Twenty something birthday

At my home, with my mother beside sleeping, laptop on the lap, dog barking outside, and clock ticking 10:30pm. Now, I am feeling burst of emotion which leads me to cry like baby, not because of birthday is coming, mostly because of having time to think and look back all I have in my life.


Twenty something girl living in world, born as a human, exploring this life with ups and downs.

I have regret, and lot of things that I wanted to do but missed,
I have regret, and lot of things that I wish that I did differently,

But moreover,

I am extremely happy in my current state, I can't describe with words but I know that I am happy and fulfilled. And I cannot be thankful enough those people who are surrounding me at this moment.



Thank you and thank you!

Cheers to last year with a full of life experience and cheers to more focused ambitious adventurous but peace at heart year ahead!

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