Monday, August 20, 2018

LOVE is painful

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For the first time, i did not want to write a blog
I felt so much in pain everytime i remember his "WORDS"
Mostly it happens when i have little bit time in my hand
Now everytime i try to trust or love fully again, i always remember what he said to me
And it let me be in so much pain that i have ever experienced before
It is like you are so sure about everything
It felt so right
You trust this person
But it was just dream and you wake up back to reality
Well, what i mean is the most cruel part is he know that i am in pain as well,
But he didn't do anything, at least said nothing
Just left me in my pain and see me from the distance

I have no answer
I am confused
All i have is fear and disappointment

I don't know what should i do next